Happiness

From the past few days I have been thinking about what is actual Happiness

I heard a wonderful story. A Teacher asked all the students what you what you be in future?

All the students wrote on the paper Astronaut, Scientist, Cricketer, Actor etc etc. While looking at all of them Teacher noticed a paper "Happy"

She addressed John and said "John you misunderstood me and my question"

John replied "Madam well you misunderstood the Life"

You search the whole world for happiness while you come back home to find that really exists with you. There could be times like you were searching for something and make a mess while searching that. Finally you recollect that's in your pocket or in Hand. Happiness and Life are the same.

Once Jim Carry said a great thing "Everyone should become rich and famous. They need to achieve what they dream of only to find that really don't exist over there"

Don't run over money. It plays you as fools while you are part of Big Game

Different Nations - Same Humans

Well since few days my thoughts biting my head like anything. This thing would be offensive to most of people, yet this thing struck to me and not leaving me

We all humans were created in this world. Science or God whatever it happened finally. We are forming Nations to make decent ruling of people. One can't control the whole world. Than controlling I should use word like maintaining, providing equality whatever. So we make 7 continents, almost 200 countries and many states in each Country

Now let me come to present concern. People are fighting against each other by forming into different groups. The categorizations are nationality and religion.
There might be many nations but all those are on same planet. All are humans and have same possessions. Why to differentiate each other? People forget the main reason why nations are created. All are for living. Not for killing others

US wants to prove that it's stronger and Russia against it. Great. If you prove you are strong what are getting? Money? Power? You get power and money. Power on whom? On your own kind? Have you lost your mind?

And there's one more set of countries. 2 countries which are united before 1947 still fights for Kashmir. You need place to live right? not to fight right? Even if you fight and get you will use that for living. Not for killing. If you wanna live then why can't you let other people live. Who are like you

In India, We hear I'm Bengali, Gujarathi, Punjabi, Tamilian etc etc. Some people are so patriotic that They say they are Indian. I'm not against you. Yes even I am an Indian. Before that I'm a human. I don't know my religion, language, nationality till they got into paper and someone says to me. I'm an Indian that means I'm not against Pakistan or any enemy country. Oh yeah we form enemies with Nations. Wonderful

Why can't all be United. No wars. No fights. No stealing.

We had lot of education over history. History is teached to know what happened and to correct the future. It's not just for MCQ and Essays

British wanted to split Bengal for many reasons. If divide and rule was main motto, I would love to encourage them.

United by Nature. Never get differentiated by any religion, caste and nationality. Born as Human. Be Human

2 Kinds of People

I always believed there are 2 kinds of people in this world. And my way was to be the third kind

Few situations are like

1. Who live whole life for one second
2. Who live whole life in one second

I want to be of third kind. Wanna live whole life every second

Ok one more

1. People who go to death screaming and shouting
2. And people who die with vain. Sadness will be over the face

I don't wanna die like that. I'll never leave what I wished in my life. Fulfill my wishes and welcome the death. No vain no pain. Just in relaxed.

I'm not going to blame for myself after 20 Years not doing so what I should do

Love Your Bike, It Loves You

Yeah, When you need someone so badly to hold your hand Go and hold your Bike. It never leaves you sad. All you need is have a bike, Fill it with Fuel and Set to Go.

Bike never leaves you Behind

So after a few frustrated days or many saddened days of life, I took my girl out to Ride by a friend's life suggestion. My Girl would refer to my Bike. Honda Shine 125cc. Not any advanced bike, not at all a sport bike. Just a normal daily life bike. But when you love what you have, It loves you

Give her love, It loves you

Didn't have any fixed destination over my mind. I have packed my bag with my Sony Headset, A couple of books, Power bank(In case of backup for Phone Battery). Yet I didn't depended on my Phone much. When you are out of world, leave things that make you on-line aside and just go. Minimized the usage of Google Maps and was mostly dependent on Sign boards.

First thing was a Chilukur Balaji Temple. These days Temples are markets for God. I don't understand whether they sell for God or they are selling God. But the Temples are one of the places where you can find a little peace(If no one playing loud devotional songs). So what's next was on my mind. When I was driving to temple, the road was just awesome. A complete forest path. So I just went through same road without knowing what would be next step. Vikarabad Forest Road(NH4)was filled with Love. Some experiences are captured but many were just experienced and meant to be only Experienced. 

Jesus stoppped me in the middle. A prayer hill was on board and to the left of road a small hill with Plus Sign, a lot bigger on a awesome view. The person who was praying there alone said that its very powerful place for Praying and everyone who live around would visit it when passing by. So he asked me pray for a good cause. 

After few minutes I was left with Jesus on a random Hill. Had a talk with Jesus about our lives, my life. I had talked to him about my girl who left me recently. Wished to about her to be fine always and to come back so we can both be happy. Hope Jesus understands. Left the place and drove till Chevula(Town).

Its not Destination that you love but the Journey is what thrills you

And a night ride back to the City. I got really crazy now. The craziness when you turn off you lights when no one is around you and that too in a forest area. In the darkness, a Empty road with as many trees surrounding you, Well I feel its heaven. Back to city lights after 4 hours of continous driving to end the drive not the passion

Next time a full day drive to be planned

Meet A Stranger on her Birthday

Its 12 AM, Many people might be born this day Feb 10 2016 But a thought about single person was running over my mind.

She, Yes its a she. A Girl. Generally a girl can make you mad even what time it might be. The name is well known so my fingers went over to wish her for her day. A nice collection of Pictures of her with many expressions jammed over with a message of
"To the person from whom I learnt the meaning of Show, Expressions, Love, Life and almost Everything.... Happie Birthday... :)"

If she was the same girl who was with me always in my hard times then God knows how to stop her Joy. But it was complete stranger. Not the girl I think for my life.

Yes its a failure Love Story, Love that's rejected without any meaning. When it was not named under name of Love, I think the best thing in the world for me. When it got a name, it lost its value.

The first response was "Thank you and delete the pictures...". A mix of good and bad in one phrase???

What do you mean by delete the pictures. Is that I'm blackmailing you or anything? No, I am wishing you a great day ahead with wonderful face of yourself.

The Girl who wanted me take everything of her wasn't able to allow me to have her pictures even.
Name never changed,
Smile never changed,
World never changed,
Body almost nothing changed,
Soul. I think this is replaced.

Its not the same person. Yet Its my girls day. Even she was fighting, She was talking to me the whole day.

When someone asks me what's best thing happened to you in your life, If it was an year ago I could just say my name, But now whatever statement that contains word best, Its answer is her name. She won't surely. She fights, She cries, She does crazy. Yet its not her doing so, but the environment makes her

New Dress for me on her birthday. I should look better than her right?
Someone asked me "She's not here to see you right?'
I just replied "Even I am not there to see how pretty she's today."
He called it "1st stage of Sadism". Yet I have many different names to call that

Teddy day yeah Feb 10th is Teddy Day. My Girl looks like a teddy with goggles on. Generally Teddies wont wear glasses but my girl does. She's different. As soft as Teddy, everyone would easily fell into love with my girl. I'm proud of that. My Girl is the most wanted :)

We fought. Yet Its only way to be with her on the day, On her day.

In search for a lost soul. I will surely get that back. Wish you a very Happy Birthday by the way